-l Oh Dulce Nazy -l

My Future.

2010-10-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

Yes! Meet my love.

I met him on 31st January.

Randomly chatted on Facebook few months ago.

Started to date with him on 13th August.

& decided to choose him as my lover on the 10th October.

He's the courage of my life.

The listener for my stories.

Time may act preety fast but both our parents accept our relationship so far.

Alhamdullilah! Our relationship goes on smoothly.

He may not be my first love but I hope he's able to stay and be my last love. <3

To Azhar Saibi:

You may be the one. You may be my forever. Till this far, promise me whatever happens.. We shall stay together. How far shall we go, let's just pray to Allah. :)

I love you, boy! <3

Nowhere i could run to except my blog to express and share my feelings.

2010-10-17T14:03:00.003+08:00

Months went by, I decided to kept my blog unstory. I was busy at that point of time. Oh yes, life was full of ups and downs. You couldn't imagine what has happened all this while. Neverless when i sat all alone, i've started to think bout the past.

Hero.

Bestfriend.

Girlfriends.

Wanderous Project.

Only God knows my feelings and my thoughts. Where should i restart? Where should i head to? It's not easy as i thought.

.MOVING ON.

Leading the way I want it to be.

2010-08-02T12:26:00.003+08:00

Half year has past. I wasn't all alone all this while. I was surrounded with love and care. Thank God for letting this angels down. I have been through lots of challenges. Without realisin' my angels was there to give their moral support. May God bless them. :)

I'll end my say here.

The reason why i'm gone .

2010-03-28T21:25:00.009+08:00

I dosen't have any problems in life lately. Managed to make everything go smoothly as what I wanted it to be. But there's always so many thoughts in my mind. I wasn't unsure of what shall i do next. Maybe I'll just let it aside and take my sweet time to think bout it. (:

Recently in life, I've been working. Only get a day of every week. It's sort of tiring but I never thought of giving up in that work as I promised myself to take the challenges no matter how hard/hurt it would be. I know im strong enough and able to take up the challenges/the consequences.

Time pass really fast. It's going to be April soon. Thinking what would happen in few months time. All i need now is money and holiday. *Hehe^^

And dearest ____,

"Where have you been? I miss you, you know. Somehow i miss your company and hope you could spare some time for me and put aside your career just for awhile. <3"

Look at the inner layer where my heart is bleeding.

Tryna' to show you my deepest feelings.

I'll never be the one but you'll be forever my hero.

Incomplete love .

2010-03-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

I purposely blur this picture . It is incomplete because we've not yet together but I've already cherished all the moments when I'm with you since the day we start dating . I don't know when we can settle down and be serious with each other .

You may be the one whom I want to be with .
You may be the one whom I love .
You may be the one whom I will hold on to .

Oh dear! I just couldn't wait to know the results . I mean what will happen in few days time or months or years . Am I still gonna be with you? Haha ! To my point of view , you're not bad looking after all . After gotten praised from mummy .. Seems like she's accepted you . Hohoho! May Allah except you to be with me forever ! *smile*

Love can never be the same when you're gone .

The world keeps moving ,

2010-03-02T21:50:00.009+08:00

I praised God almost everyday because he gave me chance to live again . Life is different this year . Becoming more independent to pay my own bills and transportation . Not dependin' on my parents that much because they themselves havin' financial problems . Now I understand and could feel how hard/difficult to earn money and pay all the bills and for our daily life . I , myself ., Not yet stable in this . Plus I'm a shopholic . Couldn't save money for any emergency . But with someone's help .. I'm still learning how to handle cash and spend on things that I need or important . This time pay , I won't spend on those things that I don't need and not important . Am plannin' to buy a digital camera for myself since there's IT Fair this coming March! (: So with God's willing ., Hopefully I can get myself a digital camera buy end of this month .

On the other side of my life , I've been trying to settle down with " Love Life " but I think it's not the right time yet . Been telling myself lots of times not to rush myself to be in a relationship . I'm, tired of changing boyfriend every year . Yes! Tired and it hurts my heart everytime love breaks apart in the middle of the relationship . That is the reason right now I'm giving the person time to get to know the inner side of me . It takes a lot of time and sacrificing as I'm different from other girls . I'm stubborn . I'm fickle-minded . I'm hot-tempered . I don't think you'll be able to handle a girl like me . *smile*

To a man whom may concern ,
I like to date with cha more often and been thinking bout going further . Like I told cha before , give each other time to learn and know one another's attitude ., especially mine . Ain't easy as you know . *winks* You've been accompany my day&night . I appreciate your presence . You make me interested in love again but i'm still scared to be in a relationship . Let's not rush baby . If my heart is for you , I will stay and be with you . All I gotta say is If you really serious to be with me , do your best to make this relationship fun as we goes on the road together and be more understanding with my current life . Do leave and don't force yourself to stay if you unable to take my attitude or whatsoever . I don't mind if you leave because I'm used to all this " come&go" . But right now , I don't think you'll do the same thing . Hopefully not aye cause my heart is craving for your love and not others . So stay tune for the real love . May Allah bless us with full of happiness and memoriable moments . <3 Namja .

Likes come and goes like butterfly .
But Love stays when they found the right person .

Princess .

2010-02-14T15:01:00.004+08:00

Nothing can i ask for except for God's help . It's been awhile since i felt that I need someone to love to . I don't know where should i restart . I wished I could start from the bottom . I'm lost&confused . My life has been full of miracle . Sometimes it turns me down and sometimes it just turns the way I wanna it to be .

Let's talked bout my life . Right! It seems that I'm way too busy with my work till I have no time for my girlfriends&boyfriends . It's hard for me to spare some time with them because I've been working almost everyday . & I am thinking of taking 2 jobs . We shall see bout that later .

Besides that I'm busy with dance . I ain't like the past where I spent most of my Saturday Night at town . Now, I used my Saturday night by going dance . I just love dancing and I will miss dancing whenever I couldn't go for dance class due to work . *sad*

However , not only I'm busy with work&dance . I'm busy dating with a prince of mine . You people ain't no need to know cause it's non-of-your-fucking-business. *winks* All I could say is that I'm enjoying my life whenever I could feel his presence .

Moreover, I love Prince! <3

Thankful to have you .

2010-01-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

I am preety thankful to have that beautiful woman in my crib . My love for her would remain the same no matter what . She treat me like a princess . She make me feel like a teenager . She is very supportive mother . She encourage me in whatever I do without failing . Eventhough at times I do hurt her with my high tone voice .. She never fail to give a support especially when it comes to work , studies or dance . I simply love her ! <3

A mother whom simply click with teenagers life .

Unsatisfied .

2010-01-03T01:02:00.003+08:00

Do you love her ?
How much you love her ?
Are you happy when you're with her ?
Are you willing to sacrifice your life with her ?
What will you do if she give you another chance ?
You still want to be with her ?
Will you hurt her again ?
Will you leave her later ?
Why you need her in your life so much ?
Why you beg her for another chance ?
Why you hurt her in the first place ?
Do you feel regretful ?
Do you think she will love you like before ?
Do you think she will go for other guys instead ?
Do you know how she feel when you're not around ?
Are you gonna change for the better ?
What if it happens again ?
What you gonna do ?
Are you mad right now ?
Do you miss her ?

Answer me stranger .

Splendid weekends.

2009-12-14T14:07:00.004+08:00

Saturday went on smoothly . Sadiq came over to my crib as well as Nisa darling . Mother invited them over to have lunch together . Sadiq was being nice to buy me ferero rocher as a belated present and Nisa bought mother flowers as a advanced present . HAHA~ Nisa left after lunch but sadiq stay till night . It's been a year since i last met him or contact him . I admit , we used to fall in love with one another but now no love strings between us (: Last time he would come over to my place and met my family . They treat sadiq nice with self-respect . When we seperated , mother started to miss him . So we invited him to have lunch at our crib and as well dinner before he went overseas for school project . We had our dinner at Bukit Timah . Simple&sweet! Head off to hougang after that, to send sadiq home .

Sunday was spent at work . Hmm .. Oklah~ Work not that bad lately . Still managed to handle it (: I'll be working night shift later . So after this I'll have to get ready for work! Wee~ Stay tune for tomorrow news as me and dearest will head down to Sentosa and get ourself suntain with chicks and maybe chickens! HAHA~ What i mean is we'll be heading to the beach with his cousins f.t deary Hestira . Hopefully tomorrow's weather will be hot and not cold! I want to lay down at the beach and be closer to the sun ^^ Taking-care doodles!

NC16 .

2009-12-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Thank God NC16 has passed and im still in this world living happily. ^^
All this while I was away working and been spending more time with my loves ones .
Tears drop on dearest shoulder when he put an effort to make a surprise for me .

met dearest love at Jurong Point .
ate our early lunch ate Banquet .
went to orchard to watch movie at Shaw House .
bought the tickets and walk around FarEast Plaza .
walked back to Shaw and watched Planet 51 .
after movie , chilled out outside Orange Julius and grab some bite .
dearest blindfolded me and we took the cab .
headed to Botanic Garden .
walked around the whole Botanic as dearest couldn't find my 2 darlings .
had a lil surprise with my darlings include dearest .

I was totally scared and nervous plus shy when I was blindfolded . But I told myself , "Why should I be when dearest is just beside you?" I was preety calm by then . The surroundings when was blindfolded was not nice . HAHA~ You got the feelings people all over are looking over you.. And in a sudden there's another mystery hand that was Nisa darling -_- I did not know that they would come because they told me they were busy with their own thang.. In my mind was spend with dearest the whole day . Overall , I really appreaciate those lil surprise that they have been putting up for me . Oh and my darlings told me they had a hard time finding and asking people for lighter to light up my birthday cake . HAHA~ Thanks girls! & thank you too dearest for making initiative to make this outing a memoriable one indeed! (:

Sunrise .

2009-12-02T23:27:00.007+08:00

You know how i feel .
This is so hard to believe .
Time past and i could feel you .
It's coming for more and there's no turning back .

I love you with my heart&soul .
I want you like i want chocolates .
I am happy to have you by my side .
So please don't go .

Your words may be strong .
But my love for you are stronger than what you thought .
Sooner or later you'll be mine .
Take care of my heart and make me smile .

You may not need me now .
Don't worry , you'll always got my back .
I will shower you with love like a never ending .

This is my confession .
I LOVE YOU

*****

I'll sit beside you and watch the sun rising .
I'll kiss you by the bay till the sun set .
I pray upon the stars and say to the moon up above that I love my boyfriend .
I don't mind to be with you wherever you go because i don't mind sacrificing my time for you .
I love you and I really do baby (:

Fulfilled with hapiness .

2009-12-02T22:54:00.005+08:00

Get myself hooked up with this and that . Tryna' settle things as soon as possible . People are changing and so do i . Boys come and go so do my feelin's . Decemeber has come and so do my birthday that is next week! Booo~ No party? I don't mind . No surprise? I don't mind as well . Plans has filled with work . Did not waste any time as i ain't wanna waste every moment in my life . For now , waiting for my pay . I need new handphone ! & maybe i will be changing number as well (:

That's Asraff .
Like i've told you guys earlier before . He is someone new in my life . He makes me closer to the moon . By then ., I started realised that maybe i should give him a chance . Everyone should give chance . Supposingly I love someone else before him but after what the person did and treat me... I guess i should move on and give other people whom love me rather than wait for someone whom you love .

Now my heart is sincerly and fulfilly open for him .
I gave him chance .
I gave him hope .
I gave him trust .
I gave him love .
I gave him care .
All he need , i don't mind giving .

xoxo

You are in my mind .

2009-12-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

Clouds burn in the warmth of the mighty sun .
The heat is nothing as to be compared to the feeling i have in my heart .

As the sun rises,
It fills the air with light and warmth .
Light signifies Hope ; the ability to achieve something that you want .

Upon the early stages of the sunrise ,
There is little to no light .
But as it reaches to the peak ,
It's very bright ; showing hope .

As the night comes to an end ,
The light given off would eventually fade and so does hope .
And warmth ; It's like the feelings that I an feeling right now .

As the sun makes its way up ,
Its like a time line which shoes the time that goes by .
The heat gets hotter ,
And so does my heart as you are near to me .

♥ LOVE ♥

middle of the night .

2009-11-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

Lettin' out my feelings tonight while listenin to Halo by Beyonce Knowles repeatedly . Cryin' out tonight with no ones comfort . Picturin' your face in my mind . Wasn't expecting this to happen . I swear i wasn't prepared for your dissapering

But now ., where were you?

It's been a week and im still counting . No news from you at all . You treat me like a zombie . As if im a stranger . Why must it be in this way?

Im hurt . Im sad . Im sick . Im mad .

I swear you're the only hero i treasure the most . I cried when i came upon your pictures . I cried when i saw you smile in those pictures . I message you right up straight . Sadly ., there was no respond . And now my heart keep saying " I miss ____ " ; every second . I closed my mouth so that my family won't hear me . I turn on the song out loud so that i could say it inside my heart without no one hearing .

Am i supposed to suffer right now? Cause i am right now .

Don't wish to let you go eventhough there's no relationship between us . I just treasure you like a diamond ., I don't know why . I miss you . I need you . Will this be over soon?

A day with december baby .

2009-11-20T01:00:00.007+08:00

. ASRAFF MOHD .

Someone new in my life .
I won't tell you who is he to me but i will tell you about yesterday outing with him (:
It was our very first time meet-up .
In a short time ., we make a plan to meet up .

Yesterday was the day ! Met him at CityHall station and we went to Dhoby Ghaut as we have planned earlier that we shall watched movie . Everything when smoothly . Damn smooth like water ., hehe~ Bought tickets and ate our lunch before the movie start . The show end at around 6plus ., So we decided to chill out somewhere . Last minute decision we went to Marina Square by bus - Bugis by bus 11(walk) .

During that journey ., we had a long chatty . Bout family ., friends and etc . it wasn't a waste . Every minute there is something to talk or even joke around . And i do know that he is interested in CARS and RUGBY . This fellow do know most of the cars name . Seriously., he name every single car to me when we were walking . Eventhough i don't know a thing at least now i know something . HAHA !

Overall ., I shall call it an AWESOME day with ASRAFF (: *thumbs up*

Thank you dear for the awesome day.
IHY ♥

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RAGING PHOENIX

That is the movie we watched . Rate : 5/5
It was totally AWESOME movie and there will be no regrets .
I am looking forward to watch this show again because it was superb (:
Whoever gonna watch this show ., please kindly bring me along .
I won't elaborate bout the movie cause it won't be interesting once i tell you bout the story .
Why not you people watch it yourself ?
Trust me ., There will be no regrets !
*peace*

this heart belongs to you .

2009-11-13T02:14:00.003+08:00

This feelings get deeper when you started to hug me tight .

This feelings get deeper when you started to kiss me .

This feelings get deeper when you said ,

" I won't let you go . "

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You are my Sunshine .
You are my Moonlight .
You make me happy .
You make me smile .

Those touch .
Those kiss .
Those hugs .
Those laugh .

How am i supposed to leave you?
How am i supposed to forget you?
It would be a nightmare when you're gone in a sudden .
It would be lonely when you're gone in a sudden .

I love you .
I do really love you .
Believe me baby .
Trust me darling .
:)

My words may be pointless but im telling you the truth .
Give me chance .
Give me hope .

I'll prove you .
-Patience&Trust-
Insyallah .

2 down 10 more to go .

2009-11-12T02:25:00.006+08:00

Im back after a whole week of work (: But i still have dance practice this whole week as my upcoming performance is on Friday at ITE Dover . Hell Yeah i am tired and looking forward on Saturday because I want to have a rest and spend time with someone . ^^

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Hero is back safely as well from Hanoi , Vietnam .
*alhamdullilah*
OUYSSIMI

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Life has been full of ups and downs . Only dearest God understands my feelings and know my hopes . Patient and understanding is all I need right now . I need hero , bestfriend and girlfriends around me and be with me in this journey . Though they may be far apart and busy with their own story life .. I just want them to show some care&love for me . No one else i could turn to except them .

hero ,
you were always the first person that I could rely on right now .
you were always there to be my companion thru the whole night .
you were always be the one whom insert happiness and laughter in my life .
continue this way because i still need you .
iloveyou ♥

bestfriend Wan kekek ,
i understand you are having a hard time with your NS life .
i don't need anything from you except your love .
i don't want to make your life harder because i don't want you to suffer .
im trying my best to help you and be there for you whenever you need me , promise .
it's been months i assume since we last met .
soon we should meet ok darling (:
♥imissyou

my two girlfriend ,
i assume you know who you are .
would like to tell you both that i really miss you .
im trying my best to make up with one another but you both seems so busy .
i hope we could catch things up again .
i dont' want our friendship to end till our secondary life .
just keep moving together and never fail to stop contact .
i miss disturbing and gossiping with you girls .
seriously , i miss everything about you both .
Please , i need you girls right now .
iloveyouandimissyou ♥

Fully booked .

2009-10-29T16:45:00.007+08:00

Schedule for 1st Week of November .

Monday/2nd " : Work at morning shift + Dance Practice at night .

Tuesday/3rd " : Work at night shift .

Wednesday/4th " : Dance Practice at 5pm .

Thursday/5th " : Work at night shift .

Friday/6th " : Work at morning shift + Dance Practice at 6pm .

Saturday/7th " : Work at morning shift + Dance Practice at night .

Sunday/8th " : Work at night shift .

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BUSY lah sangat .

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Later on i will be working morning shift . And Im going to look forward for today ! Meetin' dearest Hero after work bebeh ~ At last ehhhh ., weeks have gone and now he wants to meet me *smiles* Alright people ., I have to go have some rest (:

Goodbye .

Alive .

2009-10-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

An hour had past . I just got back from work .. Lately I found myself in pain . Everytime I in the kitchen ... I always took my time as I just feel my wrist damn hurt like fuck . I don't know if i should visit the doctor . I scared it might waste time and as well money . Maybe I just let it be for awhile unless I seriously can't take the pain . Oh God!~

Make me more stronger.

Make me more lively .

I am going to work almost everyday during November . I don't wanna be lazy . I want to be very hard-working . I wanna earn myself . I wanna help my mummy . I wanna help my daddy . I wanna make my life more easier without giving problems . I just wanna be Miss Independent .

Yes ! Miss Independent (:

Muhammad Firdaus Zainudin.,

2009-10-27T15:09:00.009+08:00

Last night was well spent with him . It was Marvelous ! Throughout the whole night with him despite our first time meet up .. He managed to cheer me up for that day . He was a stranger to me ., totally a stranger . But I now I want to regard him as my friend (:

Before I met him , I met Haiqal sachok at Cathay . We went to watched movie called " The Sister Keeper " . Haiqal sachok treat me . So good uh him .. Haha~ This was our first time went out together and his first time treating me . Maybe next time I should repay him back . Insyallah !., I can't promise . Hehe :D

Let's get back bought that guy . *winks* Ok I met him at Plaza Singapura . As a gentleman lah kans ., Fie treat me lunch . Found a place to eat and chit-chat to know each other . After lunch we planned to go Clarke Quay by walking through Fort Canning . It was my first time went to Fort Canning and I really want to go back there to take pictures of myself . Hehe . Oh well you know Nazy *keningnaiknaik* ..

We walked from Plaza Singapura to Fort Canning - to Clarke Quay - to Esplanade . It was superb ! We saved money buy not travelling by public transport . Thank God I gave trust on him to lead the way . Haha ~ He wasn't that confident at first but after awhile he was right . We managed to go places that we planned to go . Alhamdullilah (:

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And I want to take the opportunity to say Thank You Firdaus ! :D
I know he would be reading this ... HAHAHA!

Fie ., Thank You for everything . Those nights was truely amazing . You make my day . You make my night . Just hours with you much less there's no regrets . We were as if know each other for so long but actually it was our first time met . You brought me to places that I've not been before and I shall keep it as memories . I appreciate for what you have done . Those jokes , stories , everything lah ... I wish I could spent another time with you~ In a short time , I know about you and your backgorunds . Remember what I said that night ok? Try stop your habits and think about your life .

Once again , THANK YOU !

baby im here .

2009-10-19T15:51:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! *giggles* Sorry for not updating that often . Everytime I wanna update .. I will always end up doing something else . Haha! That makes me stop updating for the moment (: I just can't sit still and continue blogging . Seriously right now i feel like dancing while blogging which i know it's impossible . Hah .

Anyways . right now . I've got a job and been busy with working lately . It's already my 3rd day and tommorow would be my 4th day working day . For me , as a new worker over there , I am extremly tired but not that tired . And i love to work there as i met a few new friends especially Girls! that' s what im looking for because i want to make more girlfriends then boyfriends =D The girls over there were friendly . Especially Jessica and this malay girl . I forget her name . Heh . Other than that , i have fun working there (:

And lately daddy and mummy has been treating me nice after since i've started working . Yeah . They always asked me how is my day at work and when Im working again . I love them ok? .

Im trying to make my life simple as possible . Not being in relationship and not wasting time and not hurting myself by someone . Exactly! I love myself and treasure people around me . Right now i am not with anyone nor im intrested in anyone . I find it just a waste of time . I would follow the flow and hoping everything is gonna be alright (: That's what I want and hoping for . ♥

covered with smile .

2009-10-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

After all , I still got the chance to meet my lovely irritating nonsense Girlfriends .
Gosh . It's been days since i last met them . And i really miss them badly .
Supposingly , I planned to attend school just now but end up I "jiwa" my Mr. Sunshine . Haha . I woke up at 10am just now = not attending to school . Mr. Sunshine lahh .. called me at 4am just to tell me that he misplace his Ex-link . Oh how cute~! haha . I only get to sleep for a few hours that's why i overslept . And i realised my eyebags are getting heavier . Can see my panda eyes already !!!!!!! *screams* Seriously , i've been sleeping late and have not gotten enough of sleep . I should have a nice sleep starting from now . Tommorow im gonna start working as ..... (insertyourself) . =P Only my girls and Mr. Sunshine knows . Hurhur . Can't wait to start working but im kind of nervous . heh~ Suzanna will start working next week . And Nisa darling will start working next 2 weeks . All gonna be busy with their own works . Annd im gonna miss them FORKING a LOOOOTTXXXXXX! :(
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this feelings wouldn't fade away .

2009-10-13T00:14:00.004+08:00

Why God?

I wasn't able to express my feelings .
Each time i fall there's always someone to catch me .
But not anymore .

I feel so weak .
I feel so down .
I couldn't speak .
Nor could I express this rotten feelings .

I shouldn't go on this way .
I may hurt them .
........

Aidil asked me to read his blog and i found this ,

Here's a big shoutout to a friend who recently seems to be not herself and very depressed.
This might be a really hard time for you be whatever the problem is, show strength and you shall conquer, show weakness you'll only crumble further. Try and stay positive no matter how hard it is, if you've a problem in i'm here to listen cause i know how it feels to keep everything inside. it sucks. Like i said, don't burden the whole weight onto your heart, it might just collapse one day and hurt you more. Cry if you want but cry only once, make it the best ;) and a little quote to you that i've seen many times.
"What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger."
stay strong my dear ;)

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Im sorry i just need time to be sometime alone .

You're my Sunshine .

2009-10-12T23:41:00.006+08:00

I couldn't speak out the word YOU when you asked me who is
Mr. Sunshine .
I wanna you to find out yourself .
It's obviously shown and I believe you know who you are right now .

I'm sorry dear i could not speak out .
It's hard .

Mr. Sunshine , thanks for your splendid time .

Hold me again .
Hug me again .

Love me not leave me baby .

^^

A son of H^ .
By the name of _______ .

Wonderful night with flying kites .

2009-10-12T13:05:00.005+08:00

Awesome day with Mr. Sunshine (:
I thought the date was cancelled as he wasn't feeling well .
But with his effortness , he turned up and meet me at Mrt .*awwww.*

Supposingly , I wanna catch a show at Esplanade but end up when we came the show already ended . *sighs* Then we sat for awhile . Took some pictures . And when the time was ticking , i told Mr. Sunshine that I wanna watch this show next week and he agreed . But i forget that im gonna start wokring this week . So , i have to check my schedule ...

*fast forward*

Since we both find it boring if we stayed at Esplanade all the way till night . I brought Mr. Sunshine to Marina Barrage . I have not been there before nor him . So , I told him let's explore ourselves since the both of us never been there before . It took us sometime to find the bus-stop . Alhamdullilah , Mr. Sunshine is quite good at looking the directions . Unlike me , sucks at it cause at first we went to the wrong direction . Haha! My bad . Im sorry Mr. Sunshine . Heh~

We spent our time sharing stories and taking a few photos . Few hours were spent appropriately without misused it . I really had my time well spent with him . And within that time i know something bout Mr. Sunshine XD But i know there is lots of things that i should know about him . Shall not rush . I know .

When time strikes 9 i think . We head down to Bugis for ...... fun! haha . Nowhere to go actually . So we went Bugis bought Mac and sat down like again =.= hurhur . Ok one thing that I don't know that makes me superbly shocked is that He smoke? Gosh. The face "forking" decent . Really . But the funny thing is that .. He was scared to smoke when im around . haha .

Mr. Sunshine : Your forehead like got sign saying " No Smoking " ...

Haha . Actually , to be honest i hate people to smoke when they're with me . But i know i can't stop them so i just have to let them cause i don't want to make them hate me . I understand the reason why he smoke .

As a friend , i have right to help him to reduced smoking . So i told him , try to smoke 5 ciggarettes/per day . And decreased it slowly . I know it's hard for smokers to reduced their smoking habits . Mr. Sunshine , dont' worry . When im still around , I will try to help you reduced and avoid from smoking . Insyallah , one day you will be smoke-free! :D

To end our day , he accompany me back home .
Thank you Mr. Sunshine !
xoxoxoxo

a picture to represent him .
He was the one whom drew this .

Love?

2009-10-07T01:24:00.005+08:00

Shall we talk about love today?

It's going to be a month im being single . Life as a single person right now is extremly enjoying . After 7 months being in someone's hand/property .. i felt myself free like a butterfly . Seriously , im happy with whatever i have right now . My friends were always there for me especially my dearly darlings . I share my stories with them , i share my laughter with them . You know sometimes i rather love animals then human beings ...

Besides that , i think i've fallen for someone but .. im totally not yet prepared . Though i know him for quite soemtimes .. i still have long way to go . He isn't like all my previous ex whom i know . There's a unique thing in him (:

Love isn't easy as what i expected . After i broke up with that _______.. I have no trust on guys except my hero of course . It's fucking hard for me to love another someone and understand them . Right now, they don't even know i am admiring them from far . I did not show them my love like how i used whenever i admire someone .

Now it's different . I always admire them from far . I always back out whenever i found out they in contact with someone . I just don't want to destroy their relationship . Easily say , i started to give out to other people easily and just move and and go with the flow ... May Allah bless with someone that suits me and willing to sacrifice his life time XD

Boy, i hope i could get to know you more and may God let me give a chance to love you and be with you .

Life is harder as what i expected .

2009-10-05T20:57:00.003+08:00

It's been 2 days i spent my day in the library . But i still not prepared for N'level examinations ... And today is Combine Humanities . I found physics manageable though i used to hate that subjects last time . But chemistry? Damn fcuking hate the subject right now . I seriously feel dissapointed for not studying chemistry that much . *sigghhhs* I wonder why studies are getting harder .. Even the primary school kids start using calculator . Last time we used Abacus and now they used Calculator ! Uprageded ! haha . Seriously , life is getting harder and kids are getting smarter . Insyallah , hopefully i Strive for Sucess in the future . I want to make my life a memoriable life and make my parents happy . XD

I will take this opportunity to Thanks both my dearly parents whom always understand me and my siblings . Without them i won't exist in this world . And so far , everything is alright at home . Father has been forever busy with his work . *sighss* I miss him and his jokes . Seriously i miss the past where by my family members will go dinner every weekends . I wished those times could repeat once again . Ohbaby~

and , i need my hero badly !
baby where are you?

Darling , i love you !

2009-10-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

At last i met up with this Bitch . Fcuking miss her alot .
We both met up at Library and did some revision .
I am happy to see her and spend time with her .
She's my Drug , y'know !
Without her im dead . seriously .

Ok im waiting a friend of mine to call and i'm off to bed .
Goodnight ! (:

the truth .

2009-09-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

Dear _______,
I was looking forward upon your presence .
I wish i could express my feelings that has been inside my heart for the past few days .
I've tried to understand you .. I've tried to make you happy ..
But it wasn't working at all .
I've been telling myself to give you a space in my heart .
I've been telling myself not to rush .
I've even planned for the future incase my dreams come true .
Now, all i want is to give you a space to be alone .
I will still be here when you need me <3

Takecare !

Ps: I will be away for quite sometimes . Don't need to search me . peace

Bugis & ION .

2009-09-26T11:05:00.004+08:00

Shall update bout' yesterday... I did not attend school due to my lazyness . *smile* Thought wanna do self-revision .. end up COMPUTER REVISION! haha . Revision lah sangat~ I wasted time by spending my time in front of my computer . Late afternoon message my darlings and asked them out to Bugis .

Met Nisa darling and Suzanna darling at Clementi station around 4pm . We head down to Bugis and went shopping . Oh and there's this sales guy from 'Cotton On' at Bugis Junction . As I walked in with Nisa darling , I was lil shocked to hear someone shouting . haha . It was that sales guy lahhhh . Aiyoh! *terperanjat girl-girl sekejap* hehe . As Suzanna was paying at the counter , he was just beside me . In a sudden he say " Selamat Hari Raye .. " =.= Then asked we all why never go jalan raye and stuff . Lucky i was friendly have the mood to entertain him . *smile* He's not bad looking is just that he's RRRRRRRRRR spoil babe . hahahaha~

*forward*

We bought a few stuff at Bugis . Went lunch with my darlings at Burger King . Walked around Bugis Village as i need to buy sandals since i don't have one . *smile* Most of my shoes is High Heels , i just couldn't resist it . Now i have to train myself to like sandals and slippers . Am sorry to my darlings cause they was pissed with me when we was finding a suitable sandals . Heh .

Got a call from hero . Leave my darlings and i went to meet hero as he wanna bring me to ION since i've not been there before . He picked me up at Bugis and we head down to meet Hidhir and girlfriend . By the time we reached ION , it was nearly to 9pm . Most of the shops started to close . So boring! Should go in the afternoon next time . *smile* Accompany hero bought his stuff .. and not mine cause i wasn't in the mood suddenly . Every shop we went is all guys stuff . =.=

Overall , i had fun with them . Especially hero's jokes! He couldn't simply stop making jokes even to strangers . Seriously . I love to be around him ... & thanks hero for meeting and help me bring my stuff . I love you! *winks*

*skip*

another celebration .

2009-09-22T00:46:00.003+08:00

The second day of raya was rather normal . Just me and my family went to visit my mother's side . With my dad around , the day never appears to be a frown . Thank God , this year he was available . *smile*

The sleeping Apek's! hehe.

random shots of myself .

E'id Mubarak !

2009-09-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

Sailor Mad Hairy Rare Year Young Mully Year ,

May Have Za Hair Then Bar Ten ,
Sorry Say Ya Barroo Bar Leg Dairy London!
:DDDDDDDDDD

First day of raya isn't like before . So i won't elaborate much about it . There's only a few pictures with me . The rest , im waiting for my cousin to sned me . *smile* Takecare!

Wish the time were longer.

2009-09-21T22:53:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY with ex-boyfriend .

Short&simple. I went to Geylang with my ex-boyfriend . Accompany him to find his raya stuff and my raya accesories . End up we did not buy anything . Nothing has caught our eyes . Everything at bazaar is the same . Every store sells the same thing . Seriously , it was a BOREEEE! We wasted energy by walking around Geylang for a couple of times . Haha . Like seriously .

Then we went to breakfast at near-by coffee shop along Joo Chiat Complex . My butt was heavy sitting for 2 hours at the coffee shop . Haha . Not his fault . It was a loooooong time we last met , so we were just sharing each other stories . *smile*

& oh Syimir was with us for awhile as he was alone waiting for his friend .

SATURDAY madness .

It was the day before raya . I went to meet up my darlings late afternoon at lakeside . We went to hang out at the nearest block as they wanted to do henna from Atika . It happens that Atika is my ex-schoolmate . *smile* She's damn small but yet nice and fascinating . Without her , my darlings won't have henna on their hands . Hahaha! I'll show the design that Atika did on their hands at the end later .

So , Nisa darling went did henna first . Meanwhile me and astasha darling and Suzanna darling did some camwhore . After Nisa darling it was Suzanna darling and followed up by Nastasha darling . I decided not to do henna on my hands . Haha! Fickle-minded . *smile*

After they're happy with Atika's design , I asked Nisa darling to accompany me to Jurong Point as i have to buy last minute for my raya accesories . It took us last then 30minutes to get my stuff as i wasn't having fickle-minded . Heh .

Nisa darling and I went to take the same train . She dropped at Clementi while i dropped at Buona Vista to meet hero . Yeah , after months at last get to meet him . It happens to be last minute meet-up also . He FORCE me to meet him . For the sake of HERO lah kans . Heh .

We slacked at shopping mall and grab his stuff . Accompany him to his crib and he send me to the MRT as he have to go for his trainning . *sobsob* He was trying to be sweet by sendin' me in front of the entrance where i want to tap ez-link . Hahaha !

I took my own sweet time to reached home since it was going to break fast . When i reached home , I was extremly sad . Why? Cause my dad rearrange the things in my room . *sad* It was rather more "sempit" . *sigh* ...

Atika the expert .

The designs made by her :

Darlings of mine .

When ex-bestfriend get together once again.

Love them to the max.

my admire .

2009-09-17T17:53:00.004+08:00

Isn't she ADORABLE?
Erica Fersyerra
Seriously , she's damn cute . I just get too see her when i was webcammin' with Bob, a friend of mine . She couldn't seem to stop pouting! I just love her . She's soooo extremly very cuteeeee~ How i wish i could have a small sister like her ! *smile*

This is Bob Ramdan:

HAPPY now Bob? -___-
You make sure meet me with that small kid eh!

19 years old babyboy .

2009-09-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Kenneth ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU ! :D

Happy birthday Mr. Ram Kennth Cruz .
Though we're not together, it does not mean i forget your birthday .
Just wishin' you all the best in your life .
And do make your parents proud .
Whenever you are down or lonely ,
im still here to accompany you . *smile*
& those memories we cherished will never be erased .
Love and Miss . <3

back to normal.

2009-09-14T21:30:00.001+08:00

School exist once more . I was exhausted the whole day . Mummy woke me up , rushing me as she thought it was already 6.30am . But it was just 5.30am ! *roll eyes* I went back to sleep after i took my shower . I woke up and get change and stroll myself to school . As per usual i met Nisa Darling and went to school together . *smile*

Today , in school was preety ..... urm can i say slackin'? Most of the periods i laugh and talked crap with people around me especially the 2 cinonets! hah . I assume they know who they are . *winks* & oh! the whole day my stomach couldn't stop grumblin'. Pffft~ I was extremly eager to breakfast . *laugh* So i slept the whole day .

Assignments are stacking . I don't know when to start . Feel so much restless . All i could think of right now is RAYA RAYA RAYA! haha .

Now, im still have time to blog when i supposed to finish up my E-maths assignments . *smile*
And im watching dearest hero cleaning his room . So hard-working~ Fadhil, later clean my room too alright? Sayaaaaaaang die :D

All bout cha .

2009-09-12T00:57:00.005+08:00

Precious .

Though we're just friends , i treat him like a Hero . His really my favourite man . Our friendship nearly ends, but we both managed to bring it up back . Alhamdullilah (: Im really thankful to have him in my life . He's been there for me for years since he left Tanglin Secondary . A lot of memories inside us . I really appreciate him .

I still remember when he dashed to school just to lend me his calculator because i was having examinations and my calculator spoilt . And i still remember the first time we went for a "date" . Just me and him . The scene at " Haagen-Dasz " . In the cinema . At the roof-top . Gosh~ it's just too sweet for me to elaborate . Hah! And not to forget the times at Rakin's crib . *smile*

Fadhil, i just want to say Thank You for all those memories . I'm very honoured to be your friend . And i do really hope that we could still be friends till the end . You are really PRECIOUS to me .

Whenever you're down , i would feel down .
Whenever you're hurt , i would feel hurt too .

I promise .
I promise to be there whenever you need me .
I would be your listening ear .
& i would lend my shoulders when you're down .
Forever my hero .

2009-09-12T00:36:00.003+08:00

Everything is back to normal . Everything seems to change . First of all, I want to apologised for being away for the last few months . It's over anyway . I'm back (:
Sooooooooooo., where should i start? Hmmm...

Life has been hard for me at the moment . Prelims are over . Don't asked me about my results . All i could described is i did preety bad = no hopes to go level 5 . Hah! You get what i mean?
Oh nevermind . Let's not talk bout studies aight' . I just hate to talk bout' it for now :(

I wonder what's been happenin' when i was away .. *speechless* ..
And to be truth i miss a lot of my friends whom i used to get closed to . I just missed the old times . And i miss web-camming with them . *awww~* Hope they miss me too! *winks*

2009-07-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

First of all,I would to credit Suzanna darling for making my blog alive.

Without her,i think my blog will get rust for months "Thanks Darling!"

From now on she will help me update about my life.

Even though i bullied her alomost evryday in school,she have never fail to make me smile.

Everyday i will look forward to come school just to laugh with her! hehe...

On the other hand, i miss my beloved boyfriend.

he have been sick fo this few days. He sounds to weak to speak. To soft to hear. Though i love peanut butter,i always hope he will get better. My weeks turns lonely when he is not around. I miss him badly!

Our 7th month anniversary is this saturday which means tomorrow. i wished that this journey will never end. Since i am with him,it is hard for me to let him go. He may still have the egoness but he have changed a little.

sometimes we qarrel over small matters but thank God.

Our love is too strong to hate one another.

I even realised that every single time we quarrel,we will surely sort things out and love each other more and promise that it will never happen again.=) Those moments we had will never be erased....

Ram Kenneth Cruz will always be my baby

yours sincerely

Nazy Ibrahaim

(The Sweetest Drug)

Finally updating this dead blog!!!

2009-07-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOO peoples...hahaha..sadly this is not Nazy...

Im Suzanna her girlfriend,lol...

so anyway this bitch cant update anything due to some problems soo ya...

anyway she is happy with ram and she is the girl who never fails to make me laugh...hahaha

so me love her very very much!!!

Okey let me tell you about me and nazy...

we can not be separated in anyway

if both of us are separated,we will be DAMN quiet...like seriously....

hahahaha..=)

i have no idea what else to type soo goodie bye..=)

love,nazy's girlfriend =)

2009-07-11T18:47:00.004+08:00

Its been 123456789days i've not active due to some reasons.

I've been going through a lot of difficulties lately.

Thank God, everything's fine.

And, im happy living my life with Ram Kenneth Cruz.

I guess if i have more time to blog, i'll blog.

Thanks for reading my blog.

2009-06-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

Im DEAD once again.

2009-04-26T11:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday attended A-maths class focus in the morning . Before heading to school ., met Suzanna and went to ESSO as im feeling hungry . Eventhough the focus starts at 9am ., we took our sweetest time and walked slowly to school . We was early actually as Mr.Tan was busy doing stuff in the office and he said the focus will start at 9.30am instead . So yeah ., we yidayada in class while waiting for that Mr.Mathew . [insertjoke] To my suprised ., only quarter of the class attended . Where's the rest? Aiyohhh ., When it was nearly 9.30am ., we started to study and do some practice . I felt that A-maths is preety easy then E-maths . But the problem is A-maths ., we have to remember lots of formulaes and it makes me confused at times . Another problem is ., in class i can do a-maths but during exams ., i totally can't do . [insertlaugh] Why dehhh? So funny dehhh ., Maybe im too nervous . Haha! Hopefully for my mid-year i could pass with flying colours(:

In the afternoon ., went to Temasek Junior College to watch " SEMARAK TEMASEK " . It was preety awesome to watch teenagers to act like those old films like Late P.Ramlee . It was a competition and 8 Junior College that participated . Congratulations to Temasek Junior College for doing a great job building up this show yesterday . With their dikir barat by a group of girls from Temasek Junior College . The winner of the competition is Anglo-Chinese College . The girls did preety well and they manage to attract the audience attention . There's this guy from i don't what school ., won a award for being the best vocal/singer . Dang! his voice totally deep like P.Ramlee . [insertlaugh] At first i thought it wasn't his voice but get to know he really used his own voice and it's simply like P.Ramlee voice . Overall i did enjoy the show and did not regret for watching it .

And 3 cheers 3 cheers 3 cheers to :
Temasek Junior College
Anderson Junior College
Meridian Junior College
St.Andrew Junior College
Anglo-Chinese Junior College
Pioneer Junior College
Tampines Junior College
Victoria Junior College

After the show ., went back to school and waited for Mother and Father to fetch me up as I was lazy to go home by bus . We went to pay a visit to Grandmother's home at Ang Mo Kio . Stayed there till 9pm . Headed home and washed up . Oh father was being sweet to carry my bag . Awww., once in a while . *smile*

2009-04-20T22:53:00.003+08:00

I HEARTS YOU , mom .

Hold me tight and never let me go .
You're my only mother and i love you so .
Thanks for everything mom!

Mother's day coming aye .. I wonder what shall i buy for you ..

2009-04-20T15:35:00.003+08:00

After four years in my secondary school life , last friday was my first time going swimming pool . To believe or not to belive , i leave it to you people to decide . Haha! I was super duper excited as if i was born yesterday . Huahuahuahua~ Supposedly I wanted to go jurong East Swimming Complex since it's kind of near to my crib but sadly it was closed due to some renovation and it will open on JUNE!? Like wtheck lah kans . Then since it was closed , I went to Jurong West NTI Swimming Complex instead . And guess what? I spend my time for like less than 2 hours over there . Haha! So boring lahhh the place . The lazy pool like so small and fast . The slide like only can take one pathetic boring slide . Totally boredness . It turn off my excited mood . I washed up and walked away at 5pm . Took bus back home .

During night time , supposingly wanted to watch S-league but met someone instead . Chill out somewhere cool and catched up with each other(: That someone is always loved by me dehhh . That someone always crack lame jokes and never fail to make me smile nor laugh . I loveeeee being with that someone . Hurhur .

To that someone ,
Please dont' go because i loved being with you and i loved you to stay in my life .

2009-04-15T21:39:00.001+08:00

Just recovered from fever! ,
thank god :D

And somewhere somehow , i miss someone . I hope you are aware of this . You know who you are . *kening naik naik* Just wishing you will be be fine out there and hopefully someday we could meet again . Don't forget me will you?
, I miss you truely _______.

" You know that i miss you , I want to be with you but i can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone .. I'll see you later on .. "

2009-04-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

I woke up early in the morning rushing to school as i thought i was running late . I walked to lakeside mrt instead of taking bus cause i do not not want to waste time waiting for the bus . As i walked to lakeside mrt , I sensed that something was not right surrond me . I did not see students walking to mrt nor to the bus-stop . I did not see any students going in Yuan Ching Secondary School , and even the school was totally dark and there's nobody . I cried . And thinkin' that i was dreaming . Tried to call Nisa darling but she off her phone . Tried to call Suzanna darling but she did not picked up . Sadly , i just make my way to lakeside mrt . When i reached Clementi , I thought i was damn late and Nisa darling have left me instead of waiting . I looked at my watch once again .. and guess what? .. It's just 6am !!! G.D.I(god-damn-it) !!! It means that I was rather preety early than late . Selenge bacin kan . [insertlaugh] It was my first time ever in my life that this happen . So since I was early , I message Nisa darling to come a.s.a.p .

In school .. I had 4 periods of Maths . That's include 2 periods of A-maths and 2 periods of E-maths . I did not feel good at that point of time . I did not do any work that was assign . I rest my head on the table thought i was just feeling tired . But during the last period of E-maths , I started to feel very weak . My face was pale and i could barely lift my head up ... On my way to Social Studies lesson , I was totally weak till I nearly faint when Bang Cheng accidentally hit me . I decided to take blue form and went home to get some rest . I was totally weak and restless . Once i reached home , i straight changed and went to bed . In the afternoon , sister and dad woke me up to take medicine . Sister being so " caring " lah sangat to feed me medicine . [insidejoke] Then at night , meet someone . I think he's like my drug that cure me from having fever . i feel much much better you know after meeting that someone . Haha! With free massage from Johor? [insertlaugh] That someone so merepek lahhh . Adakah patut he called me " Crocodile? " *sighs* That someone so bad dehhh . He's hand dah lah macam hulk!!! [peacesign] ... And since I was sicked , I slept early (: And the next day , as per normal SCHOOL! -_-

2009-04-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Initially last Saturday plan to collect my orders at Clementi . But somethin' happened . Good mood turns into Bad mood in a snap . *sigh* Lost my money once again . I did remember where i put my money .. I quarelled with that because of that early in the mornin' on Saturday . He kept accusin' me for misplace it . It's been 123456789 times i told him i did not misplaced it and i remember i kept my money inside my wallet ontop of my computer table . 20bucks gone! Last month my 20bucks also gone just like that . *sigh* I wonder who's that thief .. Hmm .. Or could it be Money Ghost? [insidejoke]

Conversation with Mama,
N: Mama , got see 20bucks flying in the house? *being sarcastic*
M: Flying? Nonsense! Where got? Mama tak nampak pun . You put where?
N: I put the money inside my wallet ontop of the computer table ahhhh . 20bucks sia! *pissed*
M: Check again . Maybe you misplace it ..
N: Mama and Papa same uh . Keep saying misplace when i did not ... *angry* Nevermind uh , you help me find bomoh can?
M: For what??!
N: I think in my room got Hantu Mata Duitan . I want to ask the bomoh to halau that hantu uhh . Like every month sia my money lost .. Somemore nobody in the house want to admit . *cry*
tobecontinue..

Basically , was havin' conversation with mother in the afternoon after the incident . I admit , i did cry alot . I totally have no mood to talk and i even ignore phone calls and messages . I stayed the whole day in my room . And dearestWanKekek , forgive me if i ignored you all this while .. I was totally down . I need sometime to be alone . Hope you understand . Im sorry :(

2009-04-13T20:24:00.004+08:00

Dear ______,

I would like to say THANK YOU .
You never fail to cheer me up and make me smile once again .
I will never forget you nor yesterday .
Hope you are a loyal person (:

woaini, _____ ! *winks*

2009-04-12T23:41:00.001+08:00

I LOVE HULK !

How i wish he was real .
How i wish he's alive and stay in Singapore .
[ insertjoke ]
Hulk Oh Hulk!

2009-04-11T04:00:00.000+08:00

tears drop after knowing that it happens again .

2009-04-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

How i wish i could be like her .
I started to dream of being a skatergirl one day .
Just to experience on something new .
Fathope?

2009-04-02T02:57:00.000+08:00

Buy Me This And I'll Love You Forever !

2009-03-31T17:00:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY .
I awaken by a call/message from dearest Wan . He supposed to pick me up at 1plus as we planning not to miss watchin' Dance Competition at West Coast Plaza . End up we reached West Coast at 3plus . [insertlaugh] We watched till dearest Nabil came . Then , since we 3 musketeers have not taken our lunch , i planned to go lunch . We went Marina Square foodcourt and have our lucnh . Walked around Marina Square and went Esplanade to watch some performance . Met a few groups of known people . We waited for Nisa Darling since she wanted to meet me . Asked her to follow us since her sister is with her boyfriend . She agreed and not wasting time we walk to the carpark . Since Nabil forgot to bring his camera along , Nazy being nice-and-mean asked him to go back home and take his camera . [insertevillaugh] We followed Nabil all-the-way to West Coast and we went to chill out and get some fresh night air at Henderson Waves and Kent-ridge Park . By 10pm , we sent Nisa Darling back home . And then , we went to grab some drinks at Jurong West , Makan Shiok . Being their princess , Nabil and Wan send me home as usual . [ insertwinks ]

SUNDAY .
Actually i thought of staying home since the next day is school . End up , get a last minute message from dearest Syaz asking me to accompany him to Queensway . So being a nice girl-friend , i did accompany him since he badly want to survey gloves . We went Queensway just for awhile as the next day is school! Took bus all the way to Queensway and back home . Thanks to dearest Syaz for sending me home (:

MONDAY & TUESDAY .
As usual , school! Drag myself to the bathroom in the morning . Totally hate to wake up in the morning but what to do . I have to force myself to get up from that fcuking comfortable bed of mine as i do not want to miss anything in school since this year is my important year . School was actually not that bad with wonderful people around you . Per normal , I went home straight and did my assignments . Teachers gave tons and tons and tons of assignments and have to be done within a short period . & i still have a couple of assignments to go ...... *dead&gone*

2009-03-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

LOVE ?

Am i regrettin' all this?
Are we meant to be on our seperate ways?
Everything turnin' upside down .
Those promises .
Those wishes .
Everything gone like a snap .
How i wished this dosen't happened .
I don't know why i can't accept you anymore .
I miss everything about you .

Am i ready to see him with another girl?

2009-03-26T22:32:00.001+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETTA .

While i was wathing tv .I saw this guy above . He attracts my eye that in a second i could fallen in love with him . OhDavid! [ insertlaugh ] This singer is super-uber cute . I can't take my eyes off him . Lols! And and , he's voice were sooooooooo nice&sweet . All his songs were quite meaningful . How i wished i could get a guy like him . Charming! (:

2009-03-25T00:05:00.006+08:00

Dear ____one ,
Thank you so much for everything .
I mean those late night when we spent most webcaming .
Almost single day , not even once we failed to webbywebby .
I don't feel lonely at all .
You were so entertainin' and never fail to make me smile/laugh .
Eventhough we seldom meet due to your busyness ,
you never felt tired entertaining me everyday .
I love seeing you smile .
& I miss pinching your cheeks .
Seriously , you were so chubby .
I miss walking with you back home .
How i wished God could gave me time to spent time with you and know you more .
You seems a truthful and a loyal person .
Thank you for accepting me as your friend (:

Muhammad ____one .
17 years old .
22 September 1992 .
Schooling in Repebulic Poly .

" I was very happy when you beside me . "

2009-03-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY was oh so well spent with lovelies (:

I woke up in tha mornin' . Disturbed by those "Hamba Allah" whom have no sympathy to let me sleep in peace . Ring! Ring! There goes my phone ringging . Received a couple of missed calles and messages . Straight woke up and as usual , i can't resist my temptation to not on my computer . [insertlaugh] I'm just tooooooo addiceted! *click*

In tha afternoon , received a couple of messages asking me out . I reject some of them and decided to follow Ichak and friends to bugis for a shisha . It's been quite sometime i have not been to Bugis . Took a bath . Da-da-di-da-dum! Meet em' at Lakeside Mrt . Meet Nana&Suzanna at Outram . Then off we went Bugis for a shisha .

Around 7 , I met WanKekek at Cityhall . Another bacin, whom kept pestering/messaging me since afternoon asking me to meet him . We walked around Marina Square as he wanted to find sexy-tight-boxer as he does not feel comfortable wearing normal panties . [insertjoke] We settle down at Starbucks while waiting for Nabil Afro .

And i received a message from dearly sister and ex-boyfriend . I didn't expect they both to meet up . They asked me to meet them at somerset . I've agreed and I've regret . Know why? It is because i went there for nothing . Sucha waste of time . I walked off 5minutes later . Felt pissed for tha moment . But with Wan&Nabil , i feel a lil bit calm . We three musketeers [insertjoke] , went to Cineleisure thought we could grab a bite but seems like it's already getting late and most of the shops have closed .

We went Westcoast Park instead . Grab some food at Macdonald and settle down near the sea side . We had a loooooooooooong chat . I felt so comfortable till I feel totally enjoyed being with them . It was already late . If im not wrong it was already 1plus . Everyone's tired and decided to went home . Wan&Nabil send me home first . Within 10minutes , im back home safely . Alhamdulillah! (:

To dearestNabil Afro ,
Thank you for the night . Thank you for accompany me . Thank you for entertaining me . [insertlaugh] You're the most belo person I've ever met . And i've learned a new word from you . *kening naik naik* & Nabil , do ride safely yeah . Meet you again , maybe next week? Insyallah .

To dearestWan Kekek ,
After long time , at last we could catch things up together . Thank you for everything . I enjoy being with you especially riding with you with those oh-so-windy-wind! [insertsmile] You're even being sweet yesterday . Next week kite tunang ok? Hantaran only $12345 . [insertjoke] Hopefully there will be another week for us to hang-out again . & You better takecare when you on the road plus enjoy your dreadfull day in camp .

2009-03-20T17:23:00.007+08:00

I Miss Granny .

Everyday i think of you .

Wondering how have you been up there .

I still remember when your last breath .

The day you leave me without saying goodbye .

You've gone 3 days before my birthday .

Oh Granny .

I miss yout touch .

I miss your kiss .

I miss calling you .

I miss hearing your voice .

I miss listening to your stories .

I miss eating with you .

I miss sleeping beside you .

I miss everything about you .

If i had one wish ..

I wished that you could be beside me .

My life is lonely without you .

You were the one whom always enlighten my day .

You were the one whom always encourage me in everything i do .

I cried looking at your photos .

Granny , i totally miss you .

2009-03-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

Life Is Wonderful .

Thank God ,

cherish everything around me .

2009-03-17T01:02:00.002+08:00

ICAK !

Come home soon .

I miss you like crazy .

2009-03-16T14:15:00.003+08:00

Computer Breakdown !

Currently im usin'g big brother's computer since he's away in school . I won't be that active . Aiyahhhh! Hopefully someone will come to rescue this sick computer of mine . *peace* Takecare .

2009-03-11T00:21:00.001+08:00

Gone .
It's hard to say goodbye .

2009-03-10T00:26:00.004+08:00

Oh hello fellow humans. It was Monday. School boring. Bad weather. No mood. *smile* I went to meet Icak and friends after school. And last but not least , i met baby dehhh! It was a relieved. As it's been days since i last met him. Oh baby, I love you. Those hugs and kisses make me shrugs. Haha! Looking forward to March holidays cause i wanna spent time with my baby. Errghhh! I miss Ram Kenneth Cruz . Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I love you. I miss you. I want you.

2009-03-08T11:00:00.010+08:00

I feel totally down. Pressure was too much on me. Wonderful flu just dosen't want to go away. Thank god march holidays are coming. Am always looking forward for holidays as i want to have plenty of rest and peace my mind. Common-test is over and brought back bad results. Don't wished to elaborate. It was totally a dissapointment for me. *sigh* I betta work hard from now onwards as another test will be coming up in 2 months time. *sigh* What a life kan? Adui.

Yesterday i followed mother to wedding occasion as it has been months since i spend time with her. Canceled all my plans just to be with her. Awww, haha! And someone make me smile that day. *winks*

I saw that hotstuff ______. He's my sepupu dehhhh. And his mother kept pestering mother to stay a lil bit longer so me and him could spent time talking with each other. Haha! Like wt-Frog lah kans. His mother even asked mother to follow his family go J.B. Lols!
And the most paisey was when they talked about Marriage? ... Me and him? Hahaha! You get what i mean? Lols. He's hot but still ... Ohmamia~ I could not imagine if i marry him. Hurhur. I'll let God decide. haha! But he's not that bad actually. *winks*

2009-03-04T21:32:00.005+08:00

killing me softly .

hurt to know the truth .

enough of what i heard .

totally dissapointment .

totally speechless .

mix of feelings .

silent cry .

Craving for heaven .

2009-03-03T19:29:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish boyfriend " Happy One Monthsary! " .. hohohoho! Since the day that we met , my love for you is sincere . You gave me the soul , you gave me the light . We managed to stay strong and hold on to those promises we've made . After a month being with you , i realised that you scared to lose me even if i tell you that you're the only one i love . You treat me nicely , you make me happy .. What's more can i asked for?

Distance dosen't matter . Age dosen't matter . As long that we both love each other sincerely . I hope that this may last long as i want you to be my last lover . Because for me , it's hard to be in love with someone who have the same passion as you . And what's more .. we manage to stay together although there's so much misunderstandings and quarell . Im happy that we could forgive each other easily .

I appreaciate everything you had done for me . Those sacrifices . I love you baby . You were the only one who have shown me the love effort . Though you stay far away and though you always busy with your dance , you still manage to spend time with me . You were always wanting to spend the night with me eventhough you're tired . Im proud of you , boyfriend !

I have learnt alot of things when im with you . I learn to be strong . I learn to appreciate things . I learn to be patient . I learn to settle things in a proper way . I even learn to be friendly though im shy at times . And lastly , i learn a few words of your languages (:

Baby , i love you and i try my best to give you happiness .

Let's look forward . Forget and forgive about the past .

Let's turn to the next chapter . Hopefully we could last long .

Amin .

2009-03-02T16:04:00.011+08:00

Made from : SINGAPORE .

Edit by : Nazy Ibrahaim .

Dedicate to : Ram Kenneth Cruz .

2009-02-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna to give you the whole world
oh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
girl your love is where it's at
ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't write the wrongs she did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many girl's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together
Eternally
Ohhh...

girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together ..

Im currently listening to song " Together " by ne-yo . Oh i think im addicted to this song and Superhuman . Thanks to baby lah kans ! He's tha one who make me repeat this song . And now , i can't stop listening to the song . Haha! Baby introduced me to this song cause he said the song dedicated to me . Awww , so not sweet . haha! Kidding , sayang(: The song are sweet though . And you know everytime i with baby , we willl always listen to this two song , Superhuman & Together .

Baby oh Baby ! I love you lahhhhh! You're the one that light my life with full of happiness and laughter . Time ticks so fast that next saturday is our One Month Anniversary . * smile * Im looking forward for that day . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Always be mine eh sayang (:

2009-02-15T14:45:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentine' Day! This year there is no Mr.Valentine . Baby was too busy with his thang . But , though his busy .. he never forget his girlfriend you know . *giggles* Yesterday , baby had performance at Saint James . And i , being a sweetest girlfriend thought of surprising him by coming to watch his performance . I know he really wants me to watch and be with him on Valentine day . Surprise tak menjadi .

Since last week i told him i won't be able to follow him . Of course he's sad . Everytime i said no , his voice will started to change . Cherry keep persuading me to go . Her reason was the crew looking forward to see me on that day especially baby . N'then yesterday afternoon , Kate called my mobile and asked me to come . Within a short time , I changed and went out . Told Kate not to tell baby that im coming . Met Kate at Cityhall and both went to underground to meet the rest . I saw baby and his crew practicing real hard . When baby saw me , he gave me the " Oh whatever " look . I was actually hoping to see a smile from him but no . Pantat! -_- Actually , I thought of meeting them at Saint James instead . But too bad the plan turn the other way round . *laughs*

We walked off to harbourfront and meet the rest of the FDC at Saint James. All the night at Saint James till 10plus . We had dinner at Harbourfront . Then, took taxi to Sentosa . Chilled all the way at Siloso beach till the next day . I really love being with them . They treat me like a family after since i with baby . Especially , Kate & Cherry . They welcome me with a very big smile . Too friendly till i love being with them . *laughs*

And baby , thank you for inviting me to your life once again . And last night , was another night we spent with each other . This time round was perfect with you all along . The night when i gotta chance to be with you .. I never waste a single second though your crewmates were around . Never had i wish to open my eyes knowing you still beside me . Never had i wish to hug and kiss you like there's never ending . How i wish that i could spent time with you till my last breath . And i still remember when you did not stop saying " iloveyou" when my eyes were close . I shut my mouth and close my eyes while listening to the rhythm with your arms around me . Awwww, *smile*

I HEARTS YOU BABY .
you will always be my baby .

2009-02-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

As usual , being a good daughter of Ibrahaim .. I attended to school almost every weekdays . Though it was a stressing year for me i never hate coming to school . With my dearest girlfriends around me makes me love to come school . They brought happiness and laughter everyday without failing . And that's why i love them . Khairunisa & Suzanna , these two precious girfriend of mine . I love them more than other girls or boys . *wink* They are the light to my life . They were always there when i am down . And they are the only one whom understand my attitude . Oh , thank god for letting me to have these two angels of my life(:

Today , i started to take up my new hobby that is jogging . I have decided to jog every afternoon . And just now was the starting . Message icak to accompany me for a jog . We jog from end to end . I feel a bit relief after the jogging . It released out those stress away . I feel much more stronger and energetic . *laughs* Thanks to Icak ! He is a great companion . Before we went home , we chilled for awhile and we share stories to each other . And we will be going for a jog tommorow again . Anyone want to join us ? (: Feel free yeahhh ~

2009-02-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

RamNazy Love Story

You touched my heart with your sweetest words.
You melt my heart with your sweetest kiss.
And now,
You too sweet that i fall in love with your tricks.
Baby im fallin' for you ..

You held my arms and bring me with you.
You treat me like a princess whenever i met you.
You lead me the way to the right path.
You changed my life within a short time.
Baby im fallin'in love with you ..

Now that im yours .. You have to promise me ..
PROMISE, you won't let me go.
PROMISE, you will be truthful.
PROMISE, you won't fool me.
PROMISE, you will stick with me.
PROMISE, you won't make empty promises.
and .. promise to love me with all your heart baby.

2009-02-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

Thank god i've found myself to the right path . Thanks to _____ for eveything . He shown me the way to the right lane and make me realise about life&love . I spent time with him yesterday . But before that i met my old friends&newfriends and chill at Arab Street . They were so kecoh and friendly . I wasn't in the good mood but luckily i manage to hide those emotions .*smile*

I left them around 8pm with Nisa Darling . And that is when i persuade Nisa and her friend to accompany to city hall to meet him . And that is when i make new friends again . *laugh* Nisa Darling went off and left me alone with him and those new friends . I didn't expect that they were friendly and kecoh too .

I took the last train home with him and Cherry . I was supposed to go home with Cherry alone since she stay BoonLay and he stay Pasir Ris . But , since he is fickle minded , he wanted to chill out at my area . So yeahh , we drop at Lakeside as usual and go to nearest Mac'donald . Stayed till 2plus and walked till Lakepark . We spent our time chilling at Lakepark . It was awesome and i enjoyed spending time with him .. with those air breeze .. the sound of wind blowing .. the sound of the frog .. what a good moment . And i feel released too after letting out all my emotions to him . Luckily he understand how i feel .

To that someone , thank you for your listening ear and your time with me . I will treasure those moments with you (: Mahal Kita _____!

2009-02-05T21:22:00.004+08:00

REPLYING TO THOSE SPAMMERS FROM NAZY or ARIE's BLOG : -

Nazy's Blog Spammers :

to SHIREEN? - you can say whatever you like , you can hate me whenever you like .. but you can't bring me down with your words . Im sorry(:

to POP? - same goes to you my dear spammer . And , since when i flirt with someone's boyfriend ? Stop acussing when you dont even have the proof . Please eh! Just dont be a busybody can ? You don't even dare to put your real name on the tag . Oh c'mon KEDI! Don't spam if you have no guts ! (:

to fakeNAWARI? - you're sucha loser for using my ex-boyfriend's name . you can't trick me that easily .lah . i know my ex-boyfriend quite well eh . so? have the guts and used your name instead of other's people name .

to KIKI? - oh you're another spammers eh? aiyoh , you agree with POP? sure not? ahaha .

to MR. knick knack telly wha? - Im not attractive , so? Jealous is it? I know lah the video is too sweet. Im not asking for sympathy lah my spammer. The video is to show how much i treasure when i with him. & please used your real name. no guts is it? -_-

Arie's Blog Spammers :

Too many spammers till i don't know which one to reply . To all those spammers , i would like to say THANK YOU very nice for those comments . Those comments are just so helpless . It wont bring me down anyway . I dont give a shit if you wanna hate me . I have the rights to make my own decision . I breakup with Arie because he's just dont' need me anymore . I do the video because i want to tell Arie that i treasure those love and time with him . If you all jealous , then too bad lah! -_- Please stop bothering us . No used if you all keep spamming(:

2009-02-03T18:19:00.004+08:00

Everything turn the opposite way than what i've expected . Thinking about it every time make me so miserable . I couldn't stop it but just to listen to those words from different mouth . Tryna to be strong and treat as if it's nothing . I know those words won't kill me but it's seem unfair . They don't know the story and yet they they started to gossip and bitching bout me . I don't understand . Why can't they just find out the reasons first ?

It's my way to say whatever shit over here . Stop being a busybody . I dont need you to give any comments about whatever shit im saying . It's my way of life , my living and ain't yours . Humans now-a-days just have nothing better to do . All they know is gossiping and bitching about other's people life/relationship .

Now , i will just let they bitch about me cause im not the type who love to waste time . I couldn't seem to give so much care about all these nonsensical words . If you still wanna bitch bout me , go ahead . I will just enjoy listening to your powerful words(:

2009-02-01T03:13:00.004+08:00

Belum 2bulan kini kita berpisah.
Saat kau meninggalkan aku tanpa sepatah kata .
Tak pernah ku rasa cinta sebegini .
Hampa hati ku semasa kau buat ku begini .
Puas aku menelefon mu tapi kau sungguh ego .
Kini kita akan berpisah .
Mungkin buat selamanya .
Disini sahaja cinta aku dan kau .
Tetapi aku tidak akan melupakanmu walau apa pun .
Gambar kita akan ku simpan buat kenangan .
Persahabatan kita sebagai kawan tidak akan terputus .
Aku akan sentiasa disini untuk kau .

2009-01-30T17:15:00.009+08:00

I Miss My AsmaraJawa dancers! (:

2009-01-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

HOT ? oh well it's Ram Kenneth Cruz .
Let me introduce you to my another half (:

Different race , Same passion ?
Oh , i dont' mind bout that . I more to be glad to know someone like him .
Nice to meet you , and Welcome To My Life ! haha.

2009-01-30T16:48:00.003+08:00

It's FADHIL NOH , bitch! :)

Oh he's back baby . Back where ? Back again in my life yaw .
Wonder why ? Go figure out yourself .

iloveyou,imissyou

2009-01-25T13:03:00.004+08:00

"Until When I Have To Wait For You?"

Time is running but nothing is happening .
Each and everyday my mind started killing me .
Too depressed , too hurt .
Why must this happen?

2009-01-10T15:33:00.003+08:00

Baby , would you give me another chance ?
Im sorry for what happen this few days .
I didn't mean to piss you off .
Nor i didn't mean to make you angry .
Like seriously , i think im insane .
I couldn't stop being angry with someone i love .
I keep angry for nothing .
Oh god !
I think my atittude really sucks .
Cause of me , i fought with baby for nothing .
Is it all because of menstruation that leads me this path ?

Now baby is really angry with me .
Like damn angry i think .
I don't know what to do right now .
I simply have no idea how to make him cheerful like last time .
I miss those times where he used to treat me like a baby .
Oh baby , i want those times .
Or maybe i want those times where we first met , can i ?
Im really sorry for all my wrong doings .
Forgive me will you , boyfriend ?
Please , im wishing not to let you go no matter what .
I seriously wont let other girls take you away from me .
Cause you are my heartbeat .
I love you with all my heart y'know .
And i dont expect you to leave me just because of my suckish atittude .
Just give me some encouragement and time to change myself to be a good girlfriend .
Maybe it works .
Baby , i hope you will read this post .
Because im really regret for what i have done to you .
Im sorry .

Dear People ,
I won't blog for quite sometime till i get myself back .
Too deeply hurt and stress .
Gimmie time to find my way back to tha right path .
I will be glad if everyone miss me .
Takecare and dont take drugs .
Peace !

2009-01-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

Will You be Mine ?
I wanna be yours forever baby .
To know that im happy with you right now .
Every time i see you walk away ,
I was hoping you could turn back and stay with me forever .
And sometimes ,
I wanna shout to the whole world that i love you , Arie .
I really do .
I know it's impossible .
Maybe one day i will tell the whole world how much you mean to me .
One day baby . One day .
xoxoxo

2009-01-06T23:01:00.004+08:00

School has begun and im busy with my school right now . Last week i just got back from Batam Trip with Sriwanians . It was fun though especially when my room-mate was Bonnie :) Shopping with Bonnie and Sura was fun also . ( Elah , You miss tha fun babe . ) I bought few things for myself and Nike Digital Watch for baby . hehe . I hope you like it dear ! Actually , i thought of buying for him t-shirt but i don't know his size . Too bad lahh . Nevermind , at least i bought you something for you . By-the-way , i won't be blogging that often cause i will busy studying everyday especially during weekdays . Maybe i'll blog every weekend ? Insyallah .

To my love ,
It's already 1month we've been together . And im happy being with you . Appreciate your love and care . May it last long ! :) As for sure , my love towards you getting stronger . I notice that you were ain't like other man i've known before . You were different from them of course . You being a gentleman that always protect me and send me home everytime i met you . You hug me tightly everytime i felt cold . You lend your shoulders when im down . You never stop kissin' on my cheeks everytime . I feel lucky to have you right now . You give me happiness and laughter inside my life . That makes me love you more and more . Hehe . Now , i miss you so much since we didnt spend time for each other that often due to our busy-ness . How i wish i could meet you like everyday ? Impossible right ? I know i know . I miss you so dang much lah kans ! ;D Meet-up soon baby ! Saturday ? Shall we ?

2008-12-31T00:31:00.009+08:00

2009 is here !
Let's together bid farewell for 2008 .
Just forgive and forget bout tha past .
Let's start a new chapter , new story .
I'll hope 2009 will give me luck's and flying grades since i will be taking N'level .
Seraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ! :D
New Year , New Life , New Me and New Boyfriend can ? Haha !
Boyfriend will kill me if he read this . *peace*

Being a good girlfriend . I followed baby to Raffles Place to meet his first sister , Kak Long .
Thanks to baby for waking me up in tha morning ! You spoiled my sleep . Pffffft ! Then , took bus 97 to jurong east as he have to go for medical check-up . After that , while waiting for Azmi , we walked around jurong point . Met a couple of baby's friend whom i don't know . We went KFC with Azmi for our lucnh . Then uh , meet Danny Hotstuff . Then uh , baby as usual send me home . I was expecting that i could see Sister's new boyfriend when i reach . But get to know , he just went home . Oh so kental ! Haha . Baby sat for awhile at 7pm he went off to meet his friends go Shesha . While he was enjoying , i was suffering . Haha ! Suffering because i have to go dance no matter how tired i am . *sigh*Oh nevermind , it kills my boredom and release stress . Since next year i wont be that active due to N'level . But i will come once in a week (:
Annnnnnnd , i miss my darling's !
Those time during class . Those time when i bullied them . Those time when i kissed and hug Nisa Darling . Those time when i borrowed Suzan Darling her marker and highlighter . Haha ! I miss you both lah . Adui ! I'll make sure i will hug and kiss you both when school reopen :D

2008-12-26T14:01:00.005+08:00

Baby , I Miss You !

meet meet meet , i want to meet you baby please !
date date date , i want to date with you baby please !

This is what happens when a soccer player fallin' in love with a dancer :D
Busy with their own things till no time for each other . Haha .
Beloved boyfriend , die die we gotta go for a date alright .
Make it a proper date , just me and you will do .
And im preety sorry if i couldn't celebrate new year with you due to my performance .
Unless , you follow me till i've performed then we go meet your friends .
How ? You decide .

People excited and busy plannin' for Countdown while im excited and busy planin' for my 1month Anni with baby . Hehe .
Alah , my 1month anni falls on friday and guess what ?
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL lah . Adui .
Mati mati , mati tak nak ! (baby's line) :D

3rd and 4th January , i will be going Batam with my Sriwana .
Adui . Im gonna miss baby again i think . Hehs !
Alah , 2days only what . Haha .

Baby , Quick find a date for us to date !

2008-12-24T19:30:00.004+08:00

I dont wanna loose this realtionship ,

You mean so much to me right now baby .

I dont want to move on without you ,

Please baby dont ever leave me .

Im'ma cry and dying for you .

Don't take your love away from me ,

Cause i need your love .

You're tha half of my life ,

You've taken my breath with you .

No matter how far you go ,

No matter how many times we meet ,

Never have i stop loving you .

Baby oh Baby .

I love you , I want you and I need you .

2008-12-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Miss me anyone? Hurhur.

Sorry I didn't update my blog for the last few days.

Kinda busy and lazy though. *smile*

I just spent my time dancing as i will be having performance during Countdown at Taman Jurong Community Centre.

Feel free to come down yeah. *giggle*

Wohooooooo~! 2009?

Let's Party People! Haha.

Brand New world eh next year.

2009?

Hope there will be more goodlucks for me.

2008-12-22T01:31:00.005+08:00

AND meet my Uncle, SUFIANTO SALLEH *smile*

Oh he's hot lah kans!

Young and talented boy.

Luckily we're both are relatives.

If not ... *jengjengjeng* ! :D

We ain't that close last time but now it's different. Hurhur.

Hopefully, we can go out together ehh pakcik? *giggles*

2008-12-16T20:49:00.004+08:00

Oh, Muhammad Nawari.
Now, i still can't believe that you're my boyfriend.
Am i dreaming or what? haha.
But overall, i'm starting to love you more and more.
And hoping that you'll be forever mine. tehees.

Iloveyou, baby! :)

2008-12-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

Dearest Boyfriend,

I wanna say "BestOfLucK" for tommorrow.

And also wished that you will go Secondary5 next year.

And also, I love you so much.

Hehe! That's true okay.

I love you oh so much lah kans!

And i promise i won't leave you alone(:

You rocks my life! Cheyyy.

2008-12-13T18:04:00.006+08:00

Oh Ho Ho !

You know , my boyfriend rocks my world !

Chey macam paham :p Haha!

He my sepet boyfriend and i love him so much caaannns? :D

I spend time with him almost everyday.

I met boyfriend on last thursday night to company him and Azmi eat Nasi Lemak.

After that chill .. talk talk till the next day.

At 6am boyfriend and I went for breakfast.

Then he send me home.

Boyfriend came my crib.

Thought he will be at my crib for awhile, since he have to go chalet in tha afternoon.

Haha! Sekali he stay my crib till afternoon.

We did a few things but ain't sex. Prrrrr~

Laugh laugh laugh then boyfriend felt tired.

Being his sweetest girlfriend, i asked him to sleep at my lap.

Awwwwwww, so sweet girlfriend of Arie lah kans.

Haha! Iknow! IKnow! :P

When boyfriend woke up, i sweetly taking my own sweet time to get ready to go my dance class. Then we went out at around 5plus.

Followed boyfriend go his crib to take his things as he going chalet.

So gyeah.. Waited for him then we took bus 240! to BoonLay interchange.

We sempat go Jurong Point awhile. Haha!

After that, yadaaa..yadaaa.. we took train together.

I drop at Tanjong Pagar and Boyfriend drop at Pasir ris!

Adui.. Pity him have to sit in tha train long long!

Hahahahahahaha.

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After 3weeks didn't turn up my dance class, at last i decided to go.

Hurhur. I miss all those ladies soooo much (:

Especially my dearly, Elah Nabilahhhhh!

Okaehy Sriwana will be having many activities.

Countdown.DanceCamp at Batam.Sriwana's Orientation.

2008-12-11T19:35:00.003+08:00

This year birthday celebrations, i planned to celebrate with my loved ones. And everything goes well. Sister and I meet-up with Herman(sister's ex) at Jurong East. Followed by Nisa Darling at Clementi. Then we continue our journey to meet my hendsome sepet boyfriend at Sentosa since he was there earlier with his friends. We reached Sentosa beach at around 6. Bought tickets " Song Of The Sea". The show starts at 7.40pm. Meanwhile, we sat near the beach, enjoying the breeze till it's 7.30pm. We proceed to the place where " Song Of The Sea " would be held. The show last for half hour only but i enjoyed the show very the much. With those songs,fireworks,imaginary fish,beautiful lights.. and boyfriend beside .. Oh so wonderful! Hurhur. Then , we decided to go have our dinner at WestCoastPark. Nisa darling left earlier. So left the four of us. Like 2 couples. Lols! =_= Reached home around 12. And thanks boyfriend for sending me back home. *iloveyou* :D

2008-12-08T17:21:00.004+08:00

Arie Oh Arie !

I Love You !

I feel secured everytime with you.

Couldn't deny how much you mean towards me right now.

Thanks for choosing me as your girlfriend.

I won't be lonely no more.

And i appreciate your company.

I don't feel regret when i waste my time on you.

Cause it helps us to be together and know more bout each other.

Hope this will last longer than i thought.

2008-12-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

Street Fest. DA' HIPHOP AFFAIR5.
I had competition yesterday. It was my first time in my whole entire life joining dance competition with my crew. Though we didn't win anything, but atleast we feel happy as it was our first time to join tha competition. I have fun that day. It was helly tiring. I couldn't breath out properly after my performance. Haha! I had my dinner with my family and crewmates after my dance competition. After that, my family send sister's boyfriend to Outram Station. Then we go General Hospital to visit mother's auntie. Wishing she will be fine and may Allah let her live longer (:

Thanks to all my love ones whom came down to watch Wanderous Project09. And oh, to my dearest boyfriend! Thank you very nice for making your effort to come down. :D

2008-12-03T16:37:00.003+08:00

In Love With You , 02.12.08
It's Brand New Love.
I know it's too early to be in love.

But i decided to give him chance to come into my life.

Though we just know each other,

I realised that he have the heart.

He's a truthful person.

Now, i wish to love your forever.

Now, i wish to be with you forever.

Now, i wish to be yours forever.

Now, i wish not to leave you.

Now, i wish you were right here always.

Now, i wish to make you happy everyday.

Now, i wish not to quarrel with you.

Now, i wish to hold your hands tighly.

Now, i wish to hug you everytime.

Now, i wish to kiss you everytime.

And Now, ILOVEYOU! :)

2008-12-02T14:09:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest sweetheart !
To Tuan Nabilah : HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you sayang . You're already sweet16 . Just wishing ya Goodie luck with your life . Enjoy gyeah ! And honey , i hope you won't forget me though we stay far and can only meet once in a week . I miss you so much and i miss having fun with you . Hopefully i can go out with you soon . Hehe ! We can camwhore non-stop . Lols ! Takecare sweetheart ! Love you :D

2008-12-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

Meet my new newborn cousin , Muhammad Irfan :)

Welcome to the family sayang !

pssst : He so cute but he's so lazy to show off his big eyes .

2008-12-01T21:36:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder .

Am i ready to be someone's girlfriend?

Sometimes i wonder .

Am i ready to be in a relationship?

Sometimes i wonder .

Is he the one for me?

Sometimes i wonder .

Is he sincere enough?

Sometimes i wonder .

Will he gonna hurt me?

Sometimes i wonder?

Will he leave me without saying goodbye one day?

Sometimes i wonder .

Can he accpet me for who i am?

Sometimes i wonder .

Will he always be there for me?

Sometimes i wonder .

Will he stop me from contacting other guys?

Sometimes i wonder .

Will he be understanding person?

Sometimes i wonder .

Can he stand with my attitude?

........

All the questions kept rotating inside my brain .

Trying to find the answer for each question .

Hoping everything would be fine .

Cause im afraid i will lose someone whom i truly love :)

2008-12-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

COUNTING DOWN ..
10th December ,

MY SWEEETEEEST sweet 15 yo ! ;D

presents.presents.presents.

bby please? heh!